Something I've wanted to do

 I've had this blog on my mind for several months. It's something I've wanted to do for myself and of course those I can help. I've been a little nervous to share some of my deepest thoughts, feelings, and personal experiences because like most people I don't take criticism well and having a completely public blog can open one up to public opinion. As a disclaimer if you feel like you want to post something mean spirited... Well just Don't. I will delete any comments that I feel are uncivil or morally wayward. You all have had your fair warning so don't wine to me about it :).
So Why Now? What spurred me on to start this blog. Well about two months ago I had a colonoscopy at the ripe old age of 30. It was one of the many tests I've gone through in the last few months to find the cause of some abdominal pain I've been having. The first doctor I went to had almost brushed me off with some lame excuse of scar tissue, but finally agreed that we should at least do some tests. After a CT I was sent off to my Ob/gyn with the thought that some swelling they saw might be related to my female organs. She in turn did a full exam and an ultrasound and then said everything really looked great especially considering the number of children I've had and having multiples. Then she asked what I thought I needed. For some time in the back of my mind I knew I needed a colonoscopy. After discussing my concerns with her she sent me on to a Gastroenterologist. So it was with great hope that I went into this test thinking it might be my last, but alas the source of my pain was not found. They did however find two polyps. One was just your regular run of the mill ugly bag of clear liquid.(We all have baggage somewhere. I happen to carry mine in my gut) The other was something a little more conspicuous. So the Doctor sent the polyp of for testing. A week later I get a message in the mail detailing the findings. The polyp was found to be benign, but if left it is the type of polyp that may have turned cancerous. WOW! Just think, if I had not  followed through with the feelings I was having I may have found myself with colon cancer in few years.
I feel so blessed to have felt those promptings the I attributed to the Holy Spirit the spurred me on to get these test. I know that I am greatly needed by my family right now so my Father in Heaven saw fit to preserve my life for a few more years. In my gratitude for this opportunity I would like to share what I know to be true with all of Gods children. So it is will great courage...and probably some hyperbole when speaking of parenting experiences...That I start this blog. May it strengthen Your faith, your family, and perhaps add a little fun to your life.